sometimes...

sometimes we can't sleep without the medicines.
sometimes we lay wide awake motionless while our minds sprint marathons.
sometimes we don't understand why this happens.
sometimes we do.
sometimes we record our thoughts during these interesting times.
sometimes we leave them in our head to later be remembered in a moment of deja vu.
sometimes this all ends with a smile on our faces and slumber filled with sweet dreams.
sometimes it seems like there is no end in sight.
sometimes we begin to think again of the medicines.
sometimes we want the medicines.
sometimes we want the medicines badly.
this time we will fight the medicines and sleep when sleep comes
and look forward to tomorrow
which will be another sometime
when we want the medicines.